Before
I keep saying I'll make a decision this week, but then I open my laptop and suddenly every option feels heavier than it did the night before.
I told myself I just needed one quiet hour, but I spent that hour reorganizing my notes again. It's weird how busy I can look when I'm actually stalling.
I think I'm more tired than I want to admit. I keep trying to be the stable one for everyone else, then wondering why my own choices feel impossible.
